moved-

2007-12-30T18:51:00.000-08:00

Listening boulevard of broken dreams

things had gone beyond wht i ever thought it wld be..
i told you everything befor hand.. yet you do wht i told you not to...
fine, i shall live up to my character thn.
id hav no regrets, cause im at my wits end alr.. damn it fuck!

your words tht hurts, i kept quiet nd swallow em..
trying to forget..
your foul attitude, i put up with em nd let it pass..
nvr rack it up..
your wrong doings, i forgive nd let it rest..
din blame you much..

i rlly wonder why you can bring yourself t do such thing...
i wont talk bout regrets, wht done canot be undone, no point regreting too..
am i rlly sucha bad boyf tht cause all this?

wht ive always been telling you,
returning home early,
hav your meals on time,
take medicine whn you'r ill,
attitude twards, mum dad granny,
which of it had gone into your head, deep in..
none, zero...
think bout it girl.

things will never be th same again.

2007-12-26T23:59:00.000-08:00

Listening nthg

posting result's out..
bedok campus. T-T
its like effing far la dey..
id rathr get into balestier...

nd yea,
god knows wht happened t me recently,
had been sleeping realllll lots.. ah!

sigh, nag ni shi wei ni hao..
hope you understand..
somehow i feel thr's a glass building up between us.. ):

2007-12-22T17:39:00.000-08:00

Listening when there was me and you

sometimes i duno wht's best for me tdo..
damn it holy pile of dunk.

it seems my fault whn i let you hav a day with your friend(s),
since th plan crashed like hell..
i cant possibly neithr do i wants t be a selfish boyf who doesnt let you hav time with your friends.
if a relationship doesnt include time with own friends, its unhealthy..
sigh, tell me wht shd i do..

happiness is not th absence of conflict bud th abillity t cope with it.

2007-12-19T23:56:00.000-08:00

Listening my only wish

watched alvin nd th chipmunk? with girlfy at cathay..
th cartoon human show..
was a great show i felt.. :DD
went ovr t ps for pastamania as girlfy wanted aftr which.. =D
nd 190-d home..

im sorry girlfy,
tht i make you return early..
hope you understand my point of doing this..
nd im sorry for losing my temper easily sometimes.. ):

2007-12-18T23:59:00.000-08:00

Listening nthg

AGNES horhs, piggy somemore lei. hockey ovr.. hahas.
KELROYwee yo da jie! yep, doin fine.. =D h'bout you.. yea, its still in good condition.. lols.
AGNES ya la dey! still dare say, wht time alr still dun wan slp. humphf.
AGNES hur, chen xi ling !
Daniel its okay. (: ouh, sure, take your time.. tk'care too. =DD
AGNES how come dun wan friend me. {!!}
VIVIENHANG(: is 18th la dey.. lols.
Daniel yea, seen.. =D
AGNES hushhush girlfy, im back alr.. (: good girl nd take medicine worhs.. =]
VIVIENHANG(: lol, taken alr.. nd im going ite, damn it la, you ponten still can go sec5.. tyco by luck!

back from penang.. =D
got myself a new pair of shoe nd girlfy an elmo.. hope you liked it dear. (:

got my nlvl result tday too..
b3, 13.. T-T
sigh, only ite.. damn.
bud yea, im prepared for it anyway.. (:

suddenly i find ghost whisperer a rathr nice show..
hoho. so random..

sigh, im disappointed, vry disappointed.
bout wht you did whn im away...
i might be away, bud im aware of wht you did..
it came cross my mind tht you'd be on phone with him whn im away bud i kept quite,
hoping you'd not..
instead, i came back knowing you had been on th phone with him..
sigh, my heart sank..
i tired t be th best thou i know i cant be...
sigh, i dont know how t carry on typing this..
gnight, my dear. )):
ily like always.

2007-12-12T23:59:00.000-08:00

something wld loses its meaning if its done only after being told.
i hope you understand dear..

farewell people,
i wont be in spore until monday night, off for tournament..
lucks ! =\

id miss you girlfy. ily<3

2007-11-25T23:02:00.000-08:00

Listening start of something new

im lazy t update,
perhaps just some pics for viewing. =D

3rd nov 07 at suntec

very much like a xiaomeimei. xD

on e way t redhill for supper

th camera automatically went snapping. x)

on e way t plaza sing.. =D

a bunch of 8 dancer.

kenneth nd wen yao can hardly be seen.. lols.

-sometimes i find myself irritating t be nagging almost everynight.

for one reason one issue, always th same. bedtime..

i hav my reasons t wants you t slp early..

yes, you may be still awake, not sleepy nd all.

sleeping is not cause we'r tired, its t rest our eyes..

lack of slp causes eyebag, like now.. sigh.

hope you'd be good nd turn in early without me nagging..

nd, sry for being annoying with my nags.

-th feeling of failure t keep someone's heart t myself creeped into my heart unknowningly for th first time.

cld it be i rlly did nt capture your heart entirely from th beginning or cld it be, ive met a diff kinda r/s..

whichevr it cld be, i just dont like my girl being close with othrs.. ):

guys who msg/call just t chat nd kill time are my hates !

im not th type of guy who control my girl's circle of friend..

bud i just cant tolerate it, having t see my girl just by my side with her mobile in her hand, msging talking t anthr guy..

wht can i do, i'd hate it more if my girl were t be talking/msging anthr guy whn she's back at home not in my presence..

th kinda pain, sadness nd disappointment tht rush-d into me upon reading th msg nd esply, th blog entry.. its beyond words. x(

sigh~

sorry girl,

i can't be perfect.

reason being, i love you girl..

2007-11-21T23:59:00.000-08:00

Listening christmas in my heart

wow, on phone with girlfy unto some 5am in e morng.
dead beat nd went t bed..

woke up only 11hrs aftr.. T-T
im sry girlfy ! din mean t de..

train ovr t meet girlfy at redhill nd walked t gwc.. =D
walked ard nd had our dinner..
girlfy promise t buy me my nike bottle.. xD
thanks dear! heh.

back t redhill nd hang ard until just in time t catch e last train home..
here i am, back at home.. tada.

going window shopping for our nike + adidas tmr.. =D

2007-11-18T23:33:00.000-08:00

Listening moonlight shadow

nd here i am once again,
went for e bbq as planned..
befor tht, went t bugis t meet peiqi nd foongsze nd xh came..
hang ard for alil while thn left with girlfy t ecp.

walked a long way thr, wow.. =DD
started th fire nd all...
without knowing, i fell aslp on girlfy's lap.. D:
vry nice t slp can.. lols. =x

woke up, no more drinks,
super pek chek !
at thr wanna kill ppl alr can.
'zi ki si tou la~'
mama fong papa dai...

zehzeh kept half a bottle of pepsi for me aftrall.. =DD
thanks jie.
so, continued bbq-ing..
for myself, girlfy nd whoever who ate.. ahas.
my campfire thingy.. xD

lalala~
i shake th lampost nd th whole stretch of bbq pit at area F along ecp went off..
thanks t me eh.. xDD

nd so, we sat in th dark.. lols.
sit nd talk..
piggy back girlfy t some tower nearby nd watch th stars twinkle in th sky..
beautifull ! =D
thn, piggyback girlfy back t e bbq pit..
wow, sweat was foc i must say..
nd zehzeh was super jealous of us luhh.. xD

soon its dawn, left for e busstop nd send girlfy home..
i reached home only at some 8am.
slpt at 9+am nd round th clock i woke up at 10pm.. xDD
wonderfull sleep.. wee.

girlfy, hope you enjoyed th night. =D
my duty t treat you nice,
my responsibility t takecare of you. (:

days back whn we went suntec

anthr trip t suntec, with peiqi

girlfy nd i, iLu girl !

th child in her, uber cute. xD

on e way back from ecp. dead beat.

2007-11-17T07:13:00.000-08:00

Listening untitled

wee~
had been a good 8 days since i last updated.. =D

was down with fever, cough nd flu couple of days back..
super duper xinku..
nd girlfy came ovr for a few days just t look aftr me..
how sweet.. x)
thanks dear! heh.

oh yea,
suntec's para's down..
holy shyt!
whr are we gonna dance for this few weekends!
god bless tht ive bbq for tmr.. nonida go suntec.. xD

as i mentioned, tmr thr's bbq..
gonna be a damnn long day for me..
hohoho..
or rathr shd i say, thr's bbq later on since its alr early in th morng 7 ! =D
good morning people.. ahahas.

daddy just left home for work nd mummy's leaving in anthr 10mins time..
wow, im still pretty awake.. x)

girlfy,
sorry for being fierce at you these couple of days,
sorry for raising my tone my voice at you these couple of days,
sorry for repeating nd nagging at you so much,
duibuqi..
hope you understand my doing..
iLu.

2007-11-09T23:59:00.000-08:00

Listening in love with you

nd so, went over t girlfy's place tday...
laze ard nd slpt unto evening went for lunch cum dinner...
im sleeping nd she disappear t duno whr for so long, use comp i suppose.. rahhh!

went t e park/garden nearby nd chill till late at night.. =D
came home thn..

iLu my girl !
hehs.

Just a gentle whisper,
Told me that you're gone.
Leaving only memories,
Where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then,
So let me say them now.
I'm still in love with you.

Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me
And I'll be there
I'll be there waiting
I will always love you
I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like i do

Come to me now
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
I'm in love with you

Now we're here together
Yesterday has passed
Life is just beginning
Close to you at last
And I promise to you,
I will always be there
I give my all to you

Living life without you
Is more than i can bear
Hold me close forever
I'll be there
I'll be there for you
I will always love you
I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like i do
This i promise
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
Hold me closer
Our love is forever
Holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now

Love has found
Love has found
A way

I'm in love
I'm so in love
I'm in love
Yes I'm in love
I'm so in love
With you

2007-11-07T09:45:00.001-08:00

Listening thanks for the memories

girlfy came ovr nd went t suntec,
follow by bugis nd back t suntec..
dahhh~! im lazy t blog in detail,
shall upload some pic taken recently nd call it a day.. =D

2007-11-04T23:59:00.000-08:00

Listening nthg

yeps,
dearest girlfy came ovr ytd while i get prepared nd off t penisular.. =D
get my stuff nd ovr t suntec..
meet up with adam nd vincent at e foodcourt..
thy sit nd stare while mi nd girlfy hav our meals.. :D

went up t arcade t meet e othrs,
as usual, para guys nd co.
nd thr goes my stunt for my dearest girl..

*detail missing*

hope you liked e flowers nd card my dear.
iLu... heh.

smthg corped up in e evening nd yea..
hav t leave girlfy behind t attend some stuff.
im vry sry girl, i promise id make it up t you! ):

headed t boatquay with zehzeh nd ahwee aftr e thingy nd returned at o43o. D:
girlfy waited for mi t come back, ohmytian, sry dear for keeping you awake unto this hr..
nd yea, we were on e phone unto like o63o am? D:
power can.. lols.

went t nap nd thr goes our plan,
both slpt nd woke up t read th clock tht says 2pm instead of 9am..
our plan, burn-ddddd.

meet up for dinner aftrall,
walked ard lot1 thn went t *somewhr... =D
send girlfy home nd im back..

tmr's anthr day..
iMu girlfy !

2007-11-02T15:17:00.000-07:00

Listening behind these hazel eyes

greetings ! :DD
girlfy's on th way ovr t my place..
thn we'r heading t suntec for a night of highness.. x)

nd yes,
as it is, my plan for tday was screwed causing me t be sitting here blogging instead of out thr getting my stuff nd all.. rahh!
thr goes my initial plan, thr's a planB thou which wld be only for tmr, hope it'd turn out fine..
rlly hope it wld..

till thn~

2007-10-30T20:11:00.000-07:00

Listening i'll remember you

nd yes, had been rathr lazy t u/d blog recently..
now im here.. =D

ovrslpt again tday.. zz.
went ovr t meet girlfy nd xh at bm thn ovr t safra..
walked in th rain luh dey..
hang ard bollowing centre thn t arcade..
yada yada, went back bm meet sk nd t sch..

ovr t rh market for nasilemak,
damn it luh, not up t standard.. eeyer.
slacked at 83 playground nd send girlfy back at 5.. =D

got home nd here i am.. =D

girlfy, iMu'iLu..
saturday saturday.. lalala~

2007-10-28T12:33:00.000-07:00

i actually just teared befor i entered this post, this entry.
iunno why, tday's just a day tht weird feeling's filled..

im sry girl, tht i always doze off without replying your msg..
im sry tht i cant be thr by yourside whn you needed mi,
someone's embrace or just a shoulder.
im sry tht ive always been nagging at you, t hav your meals t hav your slp,
i hope you understand my point.

25days, it isnt a long period of time,
neithr is is a short spend..
th feeling developed unknowingly from th beginning,
fate brought us tgt.. i dont wish us t be apart.
i might not be th best guy ard, i might not be th best guy you've ever met, be with or just purely know about..
nvrthless, im nt any tom dick or harry along e street too.
im special in my ownway, i hope t be th perfect i dare nt say, perhaps just th best guy in your eye, in your life.. iLu atxl..

th rain is pouring heavily out my window,
i wonder if you'r missing mi like i do, right now this vry moment.
i wonder if you've pulled up your blanket,
i wonder if you've grab-d e jacket t keep yourself warm..
above all these wonders, i wish i cld be thr t hold you tight in my arms,
i wish i cld hav you in my arms nd drift into our elmo-land..
seeing th sweet innocent cute expressionless look on you whn you'r aslp makes mi smile.

dearest girlfy,
ilu thts no lie, neithr doubts.
i do treasure th time we spent tgt,
i do enjoy th days,
i do smile for weeks,
i do awaits our months,
i wish upon e stars for us t last, years down.

this might be th weirdest r/s you've ever stepped in.
th way we started out t be exact..
is th feeling same as any othr, is it one tht lack of assurance nd security or one tht make you hav a stronger sense of belonging..

this cld be a new chapter in our love life,
i hope this cld be one tht makes you adopt th mindset of forever thou its hard..
nights my sweetie.. iLu.

i wanna hold you like this, forever.

love of my life, stay with mi not nd always.

-L.A. o4ten

2007-10-25T14:29:00.000-07:00

Listening nthg

wee,
this blog had been rotting for a good 11days..
finally willing t update.. xD

yea, days had been th same..
nthg much.. =D

sec sch's holid are coming.. yay.
hoho.
nd i needa get a job reallll soon... horhs~

currently at rayner's hse with girlfy nd xh..
its kinda boring t stay out everyday whn we've nowhr t go..
sometimes i prefer chilling at someone's hse.. =DD

alright, gotta go hav my noodle alr..
perhaps wld update again tnight..
if i hav th time, th mood nd th jing shen.. xD

cya ppl.. =]

iLu you girl. <3
L.A. o41o

2007-10-15T01:33:00.000-07:00

Listening nthg

had been engaged in th same things this couple of days
nd am lazy t update.. hoho.

para, fountain, camwhore, songs, lack of slp, returning late, turning in late..
yea, thts bout it.. =D

saturday sentosa?
hopefully... x)

2007-10-07T20:46:00.000-07:00

Listening qi shi hen ai ni

foongsze has no childhood, fancy her doing such stunt at toyrus.

these girls has no childhood do, macdonld masamasa set. lmao..

more prooft tht fs has no childhood.

believe it?

undenibly true.

how true la dey.

chia hao nd adam on their integra.

nd i (:

im lazy t ud alr.. cya!

2007-10-06T03:23:00.000-07:00

Listening i do (cherish you)

had been waking up early nd getting t slp late nowadays..
ahh!
i need more slp! x(

life had been up on one hand nd rathr down on e othr..
sigh, i mustn't go down!
stay strong.. life goes on no matter wht.

nd did i mention,
im left with anthr 2hours30mins or a maximum of 3hrs t stay in westwood!
super yayness..
im finally getting outta tht god damned place...

i wanna go high!
th macdonald, th water, th songs, th words!
i needa get thr t release th stress la dey..
nd perhaps a shoulder for me t slp soundly.. :x

-porh-er nd hypocrites are sucha turn off,
we aint in th dark of wht you'r doing nd wht you did..
whts e point of trying th hide nd twist story whn we know almost more thn you do..
reflect nd think bout it luh dey..
hypocrites mainly, burn in hell.. :D

im so gonna turn in alr,
gotta get up in some 5hrs time..
thr goes my slp again.. T-T

2007-10-01T19:36:00.000-07:00

Listening untitled

N lvl written started!
hoho,
i slpt for geog paper.. lols.
dead piece of paper luhh.
maths p1 was rathr easy thou!
yayness..

im lazy t blog luhh,
shall update again whn im in th mood to. ((:

tonight i wanna cry, yay man. xD

2007-09-27T02:37:00.000-07:00

Listening nthg

yo, its o228 in th morng..
nd im here blogging, how ek can i get.. lols..

yeps, tday skipped school...
agnes, sheng long, vincent too... lols.
all ponten kia... x)

met sl at jp,
down t bmc t meet agnes, sweekim, rayner nd jian hui...
thn hang ard, dilly dally nd all..
came back in e evening t meet max at jp.

k-pool-d for max t fa xie.
nd he was super on form la.. idiot.
lols..
nd my poking of balls get harder nd e balls flew all ovr e place.. hahaha!

came home nd thn like this like tht,
had maggie AGAIN.. rahh.
nd went t slp. lols...

unto 12 plus wake up.. =DD
thr's sch tmr !
irritating la dey...

aku paki singlet,
singlet rocks la dey... lmao.
i wanna hit town in a bunch nd all dress in singlet or rathr, sleeveless tops..
lets all go wow~
xDD

nd weekend shall be an indulging weekend,
i wan pizza, swensen nd nd, more fun !
till thn people !

horhs~

2007-09-23T08:20:00.000-07:00

Listening hail holy queen

ytd,
met max nd pearlyn at lucky plaza thn dilly dally walk ard.
went ovr t plaza t meet e othrs...
hang ard ps nd off t tiong park.. =D

played catching, sparkers..
happy night.. hoho.
went ovr t tiong mac sit sit slack slack talk talk..

tgt with sl nd max send ag home thn down t 504 meet zehzeh & co.
got back at 3? nd went out at 4.. lols.

was like supr tired luhh..
nd tday,
met sl thn max nd went t panjang,
hungry like crazy man !!
finally had a meal at long john thn off t town..
ya, went t lrt wait for agnes befor leaving..

town-d..
went t luck plaza for pool thn t plaza sing, again.
meet e othrs thr nd lala ard...
arcade-d..
went t pork mall's busstop nd went seperate way..

da yi, dart lart~

went k pool,
saw daniel talk talk nd came home.. =D

tmr's anthr day..

2007-09-20T22:43:00.000-07:00

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

i need a shoulder la dey.. sigh.

2007-09-20T21:57:00.000-07:00

Listening cry on my shoulder

i wanna sit at th window ledge of my room like how i used t !
had been a long long time since i needed t sit thr...
maybe th time is backk...

2007-09-18T19:17:00.000-07:00

Listening cry on my shoulder

sigh,
nt in th mood t blog..

had been SD-ing recently..
new trend... wdh~

had been switching t hot,
cold is tastless..
damn it shyt.

2007-09-17T00:45:00.000-07:00

Listening the potential break up song

had been quite awhile since i last blog!

thursday,
went t tiong meet ASZ'HUTs thn t safra nd ovr t great world meet zehzeh, jeff nd wee.

friday,
meet sl at boonlay, meet max at jp, meet e girls at tiong.
down t town, plaza sing, meridian(typo?) for pool..
send agnes home, meet sl nd max at batok, down t 504 for a drink.
alright i was A drink, 23bottles. :D
max was totally ko-d... ohmytian.
tht night was a blast man... it seems t be a free flow !

saturday,
meet max at jp,
meet sl nd e girls at cine..
town-d..
guys left for batok earlier..
(sry for my attitude back thn)
met zehzeh, jeff, wee nd shirley at batok mrt thn off t bbq..
went ovr t 100+ for dinner nd slacked at e carpark rooftop,
gene nd wj joined..
walked t je mac sit, cabbed home. :D

tday,
zehzeh came ovr at 5+
6+ left for gene's place,
gene, wj, jiefu came, slacked nd decide whr t go.
had dinner.
down t je meet jeff nd wee plus shirley for pool..
came back earlier with wee..
damn, i miss out on th k box NOW.
thy'r thr singing... rahh.

tmr,
schoooooooooooooooool.
sian 1/2...

a super brief entry of my days.. kuku-ish..

2007-09-13T23:54:00.000-07:00

Listening when you'r gone

a short day in sch.. :D
SD nd came back, yeah, somebody wld understand some wont. (:

nd so, wee nd ley came ovr while i get changed nd headed down t lavender.
get my passport extended plus thy get their pay dong dong..
partted at cityhall, im down t vivo..

met shenglong, agnes, ruting(?) nd anthr of their friend thr..
walked ard, slacked ard nd we guys went down t westcoast area,
sry t ps you girls.. (:

went ovr for k at jec soon aftr thn ya.
back t colour court slack... :D

*im starting t abit dun like ppl t use the hypen dot hypen (-.-) nd equal dot equal (=.=) emotic.. ohgosh.
try not t use it on mi. i do get slightly turned off.. =x

2007-09-11T21:39:00.000-07:00

Listening hao peng you

wee,
i slp 7 out of 9 lessons tday! xD
power ehs...

hasnt been slping well recently.
i slpt at like 2+ ytd nd early morn o53o aloy msg mi,
apaladey!
disturb my beauty slp only.. rahh.

nd im recently addicted t this 3 songs
just so you know
my prayer
the potential break up song
pretty lazy t get e lyrics,
so ya, download nd get em blasting now ppl!

2007-09-10T02:07:00.000-07:00

Listening yi qian ge shang xin de li you

things just happened too quickly,
a short 2 days, 48hrs, wow, th heart broke..

its getting 2am !
im still goddamn sitting infront of e comp,
thrs sch tmr man...
super dont feel like going alr,
bud its like 3 weeks away from e major papers.
intensive revision starts.

sigh,
i aint in th mood t study..
i wanna stay out with em like right now!
tmr everybody off, can slp till 12pm nd nobody cares, nd i hav t get up so so supr early for sch..

went for pool earlier on with zehzeh, wee nd shirley..
slacked ard aftr till.
din feel like coming home nd yada yada, daddy asked mi t come back alr..

shall try t get t slp..
lemme forget everything for awhile pls !!
i need t slp cause thr's sch tmr.. rahhhhh.

2007-09-09T17:16:00.000-07:00

Listening wait for you

a long time since i last get th feelin of uncontrollable tears.
on e way back last night, tunned into jsyk nd eyes got wet eventually tears drop.. sigh.

That I was meant to share it with you
My heart my mind my soul
Then I open my eyes
And all I see reality shows I'm alone

But I know someday that you'll be by my side
Cause I know god's just waiting till the time is right

God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day's cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way
God will you let her know that I love her so
When theres no one there that she's not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers

a part from a uber nice song..

why's life getting so emo.
friday! can you come faster... ahhh.
this goes on, i can die la deyyy.

敬爱的神
她，那个我想要与她共度一辈子的人，虽然不在这里。
但是我相信，某个时刻，你将会让我见到她。
能不能好好照顾她，让她过得开心，还要佑护她，直到我们见面的那一天。
还有，让她知道，我的心，为她而存在。

在梦里我常常梦到你，拥抱你，我看到了，你用充满爱意的眼神看这我。

我真的愿意全心全意的和你分享一切，然而当我睁开眼，看到的却是我还是孤单一人。

但我知道，总有一天你会出现在我身边，因为上帝正在安排这个正确的时间。

上帝你能不能让她平安，远离风暴。当天气寒冷，你能不能让她温暖。
上帝你能不能让她知道我如此爱她，让她知道即使世界上没有其他人，
她也不会孤单，让她知道只要她闭上眼睛，她就会知道我的心为她存在。

我祈祷那天能出现，我们感受到彼此的心在同时跳动。我会一直耐心的等待，只为这一天的到来。

我知道总有一天你会出现在我身边，因为上帝正在安排这个真确的时间。

上帝你能不能让她平安，远离风暴。当天气寒冷，你能不能让她温暖。上帝你
能不能让她知道我如此爱她。让她知道即使世界上没有其他人，她也不会孤单。让她知道只要她闭上眼睛，她就会知道我的心为她存在。

我的心只为她存在，一直为她存在。。。

上帝你能不能让她平安，远离风暴。当天气寒冷，你能不能让她温暖。
上帝你能不能让她知道我如此爱她。让她知道即使世界上没有其他人，
她也不会孤单。让她知道只要她闭上眼睛，她就会知道我的心为她存在。

我的心只为她存在，一直为她存在...

2007-09-08T03:40:00.000-07:00

Listening just so you know

sigh, semi-sobs..

nd i went here, memories.

ah wee, flora zehzeh nd i

ah wee nd i

zehzeh nd i

john nd i, he suddenly wants t lick mi, im merely singing th same tune. xD

town-ing

rmb th 6, girl

2007-09-07T02:27:00.000-07:00

Listening cry on my shoulder

pool session with ptg.. =D
quite a nice session...
took some pics too,
maybe wld post em tmr with sentosa pics...

headed t GWC meet zehzeh aftr pooling nd ah wee came ovr..
hoho, he's a man alr ! xDD
walked ard, waited for zehzeh knock off work thn went t meet jiefu nd headed back home..

yea, talked t zehzeh bout some sorta problems recently clinging onto mi.
nd now, feeling rathr btr alr... (:

alright, gotta get going with e skin on request..
u/d agn soon...

2007-09-06T01:35:00.000-07:00

Listening *somthing*

im telling myself t not be sad,
to not be worry nd all...
zehzeh told mi too...
bud how, exactly how...

i shd hav just went t bed since th desky is internet dead.
shdnt hav took e lappy, made mi read those post..
argh ! th heart is like so tangled luhh....

day out with zehzeh nd ahwee was slacking slacking.
zehzeh gav birth t an angmoh gia... ahahas.
alright, i must say, i hav t be occupied all e time t get th worries nd all off my mind,
or maybe its nthg can actually get em off,
e othr day back at acoustic pub, th same thing, i felt like roaring like nobody's business,
ended up drinking nd drinking...

i duno wht you actually told her luh hur or just wht yal talked about,
once again you broke your promise even i said i dont mind.
you promise-d nd now like tht... go ahead from now on, i seriously dont care alr...

im in no position t speak in th way i wish t...
shall just keep em all in th bottled up heart...
no point letting em out...
i wanna get somewhr t release those saddness in me !!

19march,
24march, i still rmb.. (:

2007-09-05T12:56:00.000-07:00

Listening my prayer

damn it shyt,
i feel super bad bout wht i did last night..
sighh.
im sryy...

yea, had been coughing for vry long alr, nd ytd flu strucks, till now its still stuck t me.. wdh.
nd this morng headach came...
super irritating luhh, esp last night at k..
games with zehzeh, cldnt even play proply... wasted e trip budden at least i get t poke some balls nd let some bu kai xin ness out...

sigh, i so so so feel like going k again like right..
bud who can, zehzeh working, jiefu flying plane, zadan duno wht, semi jie working, ah wee wants me t meet him at yishun asap thou... im so so so lazy t go out luhh.
plus i needa make a trip t jurong east t replace my defective ez link card first...
wht a waste of time...

good thing is i can look forward t our gathering like 4yrs back rllllllly soon nd th nxt drinking session.... yeshaa...
bring mi out from this frustration,
from this vexination,
from this situation !!
i dun like t be in this situation...
th feeling is just vry, ahhhhh~

mumu, do cheer up ya.
gimme a text asap, probly whn you see this bahh.. :(:

2007-09-05T01:43:00.000-07:00

Listening my prayer

We've all heard of fair-weather friends, those vapid souls who adore us when we are thin, rich, and healthy, but suddenly disappear the minute that illness, divorce, or job loss threatens to wreck their buzz. Less discussed -- but no less prevalent -- are foul-weather friends. These are the friends who are extremely supportive when you've lost your job or split up with your man, but become cold and distant when you start to get your life back together. "Good friends will offer you support during hard times, but a foul-weather friend is drawn to your pain"

am i a foul weather friend?
or wht kinda friend am i?
definitely nt a fair weather i'd say,
bud it seems hard for mi t be a good friend as stated above.. sigh.

-why do some guys gives on-&-off love t a girl.
th girl who love him best..
its like, make her hanging thr,
unable t love you as befor yet cant bear t let go cause sometimes th love is mutual..
rahh!

e othr day back from msq.

wee , jeff , i

single, jeans, slip on

who knows,who knows how i feel insde.th wry in me..th sadness whn i return nd you' r on e phone with someone else alr.x(

2007-09-02T18:31:00.000-07:00

Listening ni hai ai wo ma

yo,
i just woke up at 0530 ! xD

nd im havin a sudden crave for xxl chicken, 697 currypuff, kfc cheese fries, mac's medium coke, pizza huts beef lasagne... ahhh~!
most off all, i feel like playing pool... lols.
or go t e IT fair at suntec....
rahhhhh.

i hen xiang go out luhh,
at home vry no life la.. rah wah ahhhhhh !

OH ya,
tmr's my Nlvl first paper alr...
hohoho.
tnight shd go for a drink t celebrate nd giv it a opening isnt it! xDD

2007-09-01T23:01:00.000-07:00

Listening thanks for th memories

th night on teachr's day celebration

ptg's zilian-ing. xD

anthr zilian pic. lols. (taking reflecting from my phone's cover)

taken on thursday, i was listening t phys lesson! xD

friday night life, acoustic.. =DD

nd yea, tday went ovr t cousin's house for alil while, yea it was a mere 5mins. lols..
thn ovr t aunt's place..
babysit her kids while she prepare em nd herself t go out..
ohmytian, ive t like carry each of em on each hand t make em stop crying..
nd my arms hurts.. T-T

back t colourcourt for bball nd slack ard.
tday super early clear court.. zzz.

i had mac delivery for dinnr.. :D
mummy din buy din cook nd all lazy t go out just to buy so,
delivery..
am super full now.. xD

till thn people~
(:

2007-09-01T05:05:00.000-07:00

Listening just so you know

yea, this song had been out quite awhile ago,
bud im starting t like th lyrics vry much..
(just so you know)

happy teachers day !
pri sch trip was fun luhh,
meet up with so many so-long-nvr-meet de friends.. :D
ya, talked t miss wong nd mr pua only, as in teachers...
went ovr t arena thn chevron for pool aftr tht...

night life man, yea..
headed down t acoustic with flora jie, jie fu, ahwee nd andy..
had alil drink.. (:
pool was so irritating luh,
lost by one ball ! one last black ball, kuku-ish... RAHH !

gotta get a nap nd wake up vry soon for some tree top walk thingy... T-T
nd, till thn~!

im awaiting for th 21st !! x)

2007-08-29T20:48:00.000-07:00

Listening just want you to know

i listened t maths class tday!
th teacher use t go clubbing nd hit th pub as well. hohoho..

yea, im nt lagging too much actually. yay..
nd i shall work on my, english, maths plus dnt for n lvl.. :D
phy can, chem canot, combine science still died.
geog can, ss canot, combine humans died as well...
nd nd ! n lvl is in 4days time la,
monday ive no holiday, going for n lvl paper.
until TODAY thn i know... woooosa wosa... xD

thr's this 3 girl who came t our table aftr school t ask,
your view on teenage being in a relationship, or smthg like tht de..
share your view ppl! :D

im lazy t carry on,
till thn~!

2007-08-28T20:19:00.000-07:00

Listening thanks for the memories

im pretty addicted t this song, thanks for the memories..
Fall Out Boy, FOB, cancell th B wld giv you FO, fuck off. xDD

why does some ppl just like t post comments on issue tht doesnt concern em nd most of all,
thy dont know th content !
screw yourself in th wall man. sucha turn off...

why do i see r/s coming to an end ard mi.
2yrs back i think, was july, break up month...
now is aug?
take one step back, giv it in, treasure th r/s people...

its not about loving nd having.
you can love one but doesnt hav him/her..
be thr for him/her whnever he/she needs you,
be his/her guardian angle or somesort de...
you'd be happier i suppose.. :D

nd so, betty went on for nearly an hour with some national rally talk or whtsoever.
butt hurts can, plus i can get a nice position t fall slp.. idiot.
lesson was totally blanked, slpt throughout th day...
thundrstorm are meant for sleeping, not teachin nor learning. :D

decomposed at home almost e entire aftrnoon.. ZZZ.
mumu came online but friend's ovr..
sec2 havin some pw thing in sch..
nd im too lazy t ask ppl out as well..
ahahas..

yep, went for movie nd pool with ex-jps-ian on sunday..
wow, skinwalker is indeed a nice show, must watch.. =D
its nc16 anyway... hahaha.
yea, we disturbed some bangra nd india aftr e show by roaring like how th skinwalkr roar-d in e show.. lol...
funny daooooo. xD
some random pics. (:

PTG shannon , i , wilson

PTGs , shannon nd i

seems nthg? its qi long zu ! xD

whn i phox a fool, th yellow went in follow by th red. :D

no pose, it was a real shot.

nd finally, a suppose-t-be-emo de pic, blackwhite walker. =D

2007-08-26T04:54:00.000-07:00

Listening thanks for the memories

bomb!
ahaha, no alarm. :D

woke up in e aftrnoon tday nd feel so no-life.
in e end, went t meet semi-jie kill time thn off t meet zehzeh nd jiefu..
gay shoped with jiefu at jp.. hahaha.

down t msq meet e othrs nd hang ard thr..
unto like 11+ last train back jurong.
hang ard at taman for pool nd all thn went for supper..
yea, got back not too long ago only..
(see! i still bothr t u/d... xD)

gotta wake up in a few hours time t go grand's place...
ahhh~
i need more slp!

till thn~

2007-08-25T01:22:00.000-07:00

Listening my oh my

nd i just dislike those who dont know th situation of something nd anyhw make a stand.
ok, its your stand, i dun care bud readin those words on somebody's blog make my blood boil..
dont know thn stfu, dont mind..

thigh muscle cramp relax alr.. yay.
went for bball tday nd e cramp went away.. :D
feeling so much btr t be not walking like a baika... hahaha.

aftr bball, slack slack nd came home..
dah, im too lazy t blog bout e happening.
suppose t go drinking tday budden something went wrong, so ya, cancelled.

tht evil de kuku de mumu xp
bomb mi day aftr day... rahh!

yea,
had been two years...
th ship is maintained...
years down!

2007-08-23T20:59:00.000-07:00

Listening nthg

ohmytian,
jie ni si dan is super crazy now.
jing tian dong di = tian ling ling~ di ling ling~
thn summon rain... super lol can.
i said satan, she tell me satay.
satan devil, satay food, no link! no link!
this one uber lol la... xD

nd, training ytd was hell!
too long din hav physical training, resulting in my cramps now.. T-T
bud i love e trainin, everyone screaming tgt nd seeing one by one going t ko.. hahaha.

school was total sleeping tday.
yea, came back, went t meet shermin for her songs thn came back nd sleeeeeeeeeep!

some kuku *rahh* went t e airport t actually study,
bo jio can.. xp

nd yea, im done. (:

2007-08-21T22:57:00.000-07:00

Listening yi lu xiang bei

i use t think,
tolerating / tolerance is impt in a rs.
nvr blow up on th spot, bud talk things out whn cooled..
i guess im wrong.

now its compromising vs tolerating.
if two were t compromise nd come t a common decision whn thr's a dispute or some sorta diff tune, things wld be btr. isnt it..
noone has t put up with wht he/she doesnt like.
not literally doesnt like, bud its like, sometimes you dont hav things done your way, thr'd be abit of bu gao xin inside, true?

if tolerating is th choice,
aftr sometimes, might be a year or two, a decade or so,
eventually wld canot-take-it nd everything comes t an end..
til thn, even whn th othr party realise his/her mistake nd am willing t change, it'd be too late alr too.. make sense?

yea,
thts solely wht i feel through experience..
compromise, tolerate, up to you people t decide.
for me, th bottom line is,
compromise win ! =DD

2007-08-20T22:12:00.000-07:00

Listening jie kou

i hope i can just cough choke nd die.
semi-sigh*

2007-08-19T22:50:00.000-07:00

Listening mr brightside

vry happening.
flora jie's chalet,
a day of total slpness,
half day of slp half day of fun !

ytd was great luh.
went t NOS numbers with flora jie nd friends for her bdae.
hoho, zehzeh 20 no change alr.. xD

bottom ups nd pool...
went t backdoor nd get t know 3 new friends.. hahas.
nora, pretty jiejie xD
eric, tender
freddy, seems t be a businessman lol..

nora nd eric cheat, half half thn i full tank.. kuku.
ok luh, can take it..
cool down nd recover..
nearing o33o, met wenfa.
oh, so long din see him alr luhh.
a bottom up ofcouse..

came back earlier with weijie nd euguen (typo?)
yes, jeff, you half cup nic. next session finish!

tday, went ovr t grands place for dinner nd back home.

im just vry tired ovr r/s nd wants a break..
im sry girl, im sry for th tears im sry for th pain.

nd yes, mumu,
do cheer up alright..
always here(:

2007-08-14T22:43:00.000-07:00

im lazy t update. (:

2007-08-11T16:18:00.000-07:00

Listening nthg

kuku can, jus done sorta my pics nd mummy say want go suntec alr..
shall ud again aftr i return home.

yes, baby bought me a keychain which i see is uber cute!
th eye like stupid stupid one, so cute. xD
nd baby bought me th flexible keyboard as well!
thanks wifey, iLu many many. x)
yep, hope you like th t shirt dear.. (:

till,
tnight~

2007-08-06T22:43:00.000-07:00

Listening nthg

geog paper.
almost din had enough time!
manage t complet thou.. :D

yea, aftr paper had nasilemak in sch nd im off..
to ****************
for ****************
nd th shop wasnt open
so i went t **********
nd *****.
tada, done... =D

done nd headed back t sch..
waited for wifey t finish lesson thn walk ard e sch nd i went ava with her... hahas.
playing comp nd all with e othr guys.
until im like sleepy, lie on e table infront of dear nd doze off.. =x
woke up thn joy chen was inside la.. lol. abit xia dao can...
things done-d..

sent dear t tuition nd i came back.
met darren winson nd adrain on e way thn went ovr t pioneer sec thr with em..
waited for dear t finish tuition thn send her home.. :D

back t colour court for bball..
shoot shoot, throw throw, bounce bounce... zzz.
vry off form luh tday..
grab a drink aftr ten nd came back.. (:

dear,
sry tht i replied your msg late earlier on, was bballing.. duibuqi worh..

nd yes, im almost dead beat, off t ocean look for my laopo alr.. xD

2007-08-04T23:37:00.000-07:00

Listening nthg

yo human..
my girl's back ! =D
since friday actually..

nd so, paper ended, met dear outside school nd came ovr t my hse t washup nd bathe.
headed down t jp's pizza hut for lunch since girlfriend had been eat those kuku food at camp for three good days..
its time for some indulge.. :D

walked ard nd ovr t my hse slack slack...
send dear back nd i came home too. (:

tday lei, suppose t meet girlfriend at 123o as she set budden she was late.. xD
hahaha. dear, you'r late.. lols. bud its ok luh... (:
went t plaza sing t watch 'alone'...
wow, super nice la e show...
super scary too...
producer of shutter ! how comedy can you expect.. x)
nd yes, enjoyed e show..
dear was so frighten.. bwahaha.
hush oh dear, im here.. :D
ghee.

ovr t heeren for neos..
haha, first round looked so screw luh e pics...
second round was pretty nice i'd say... budden e time t select is so so short tht we only seleced 3.. instead of 4.. go die.

trained back nd looped bus with dear...
thn i came home...
gonna head down t queensway tmr for smthg smthg.. xD
*dear, im nt telling you wht it is till nxt week*

ps.
wifey, hope you enjoyed tday... =D
iLu.

2007-08-02T18:45:00.000-07:00

th breakfast tht made de felt loved despite th downs

want everbody t know tht girl is mine.

th one girl i ever love.

stay with me, now nd always.

th sweetest lip, i love you baby.

Listening love story

yay, wifey just called mi from camp.. =D
it seems so so so long since i last heard her voice. squits..

science p1 nd p2 tday..
physics paper t be exact. (:
was pretty fine, not much of a kick.. ahahas.

went t th new ss hawker or smthg de t get lunch nd came back.

th nasi lemak was nice i'd say, bud th service.. omg, gone case.
plus its super mafan t get thr from sch.. wdh can.

ate nd slpt.. :D
sigh, my girl's nt ard, slp is all i can do..
woke up nd changed a new blogskin. (:

i miss you koohuihui! x(

2007-08-01T23:00:00.000-07:00

fall asleep in my arms, now and always.

she's th only girl i ever love.

sheryl koo nd leslie lim ♡

Listening unforgivable sinner

rahh!
kill westwood, for having th damn sec3 adventure camp!
sigh, dear's off for camp..

came home aftr paper nd slpt..
woke up in e evening t a great sense of emptiness. x(
no msg nothing.. my phone was dead for a good 4hrs whn im sleeping..
i miss your texts dear!

nd so, bball-d..
empty stomach, super feel like collapsing.
plus tday nt many ppl, played almost every game..
got back not too long ago.
bathe ate nd here i am..

i wonder how you'r doing at e camp, girl.
was kinda glad nd shocked whn i received your call..
seriously didin expect tht call thus havin tht reaction of 'ni shi shui, ni shi shui'..
sry dear.
come back soon wifey !

2007-07-29T18:16:00.000-07:00

Listening jie kou

nd yes, had been a couple of days since i last blooged.. (:

completed my coursework practical on friday, yay. *cheers*
waited for wifey nd t kenny for a quick bite..
came back wash up nd down for bball..
dear came ovr at 8odd without telling mi. xp
nd so, sit ard lor.. hahas.

ytd, woke up at like 1pm t meet wifey..
went ovr t queensway t buy her shorts..
lunched at anchor nd rounded up at ikea.. =D
wanted t cycle bud came in my hse thn stuck inside, too lazy t go out again.. lols.
so, stayed til like o73o, send dear back nd im back home..
lie on e mattress until i doze off.. SRY DEAR !

tday, i slpt till o53opm la.. wdh can.
thn was like half off whn texting dear.. duibuqi.
plus, dear called thn i cldnt hear a thing, wht's wrong sia, just wht's wrong la !
feeling rathr pek..

nd yes, i need t get cracking on my coursework folio alr.
left with like 13hrs t deadline.. sharks !

ps. im coughing like crap ! arg.

2007-07-25T22:12:00.000-07:00

Listening nthg

things hasnt been vry smooth for mi i'd say..

damn!

patience went thin nd through once aftr 399days,

i wish i cld keep it thr for a longer time this time round..

cause of some random temper nd blow everything, is isnt worthwhile..

2007-07-22T20:22:00.000-07:00

Listening *sound of the rain

a snappy post. (:

yea, met dear tday at cck, down t bishan j8 thn amk hub..
walked ard e 2 new place, or rathr somewhr tht i hasnt been t for ages, seriously ages !
hahas.
hav almost zero memory or ying xiang oh how it use t look like... lols.

went t westwood playground, sit ard thn company wifey t buy dinner nd im back home.
going out for my dinner in awhiles time i suppose. (:

i dont wish for any unhappiness, unspoken words or any of such..
i doesnt like th painful silence we shared...
i dont want t sit just-beside-you-quietly...
i want th way you use t reply my words nd texts...
i just dont like it dear... ):

2007-07-21T22:25:00.000-07:00

Listening nthg

rahh,
my desky's down...
internet down...
am using lappy now..
sis come back nd ive t get off it... kuku.

yea, ytd went for cousin's wedding..
th place was pretty nice...
nd of course, met up with all except one cousin.. (:
chatted ovr many things..
we'r no kids alr!
oldest got married, 24, youngest is alr 12..! hahaha.

tiger-d nd martell-d with cousins...
woots. nice can... hahas.
some of em went k aftr tht bud i didin join, came back with parents... :D

tday, went t meet wifey at yew tee mrt...
bought ice cream, finished went t buy newspaper..
read while waiting for dear t come... (:
came nd went t buy her pants th t mac...
suddenly mc-spicy tasted super nice t me... lols.

thn off t je via mrt nd by foot t imm.. :D
walked ard, saw mr chiam.. ahas.
bought my stationary down t giant...
dear bought her competition stuff for tmr...
nd th quee was like nonid money long can... eyer !
saw yvonne... ahhas, nd asked her t help mi pay. kinda jump-d quee... (:
walked ard again nd 99-d back...
loop thn alighted, saw dear siting with a CAT.
super lol can...
i laugh upon seeing tht luhh, its like a human siting with a cat on a bench.. lols.
nd wifey said tht cat was fierce... hahas.

243 back nd here i am..
going out for dinner or rathr supper(?) soon i guess.... yea..

wifey!
good luck nd al th best for your salad competition tmr... =D
<3

2007-07-19T16:19:00.000-07:00

Listening nthg

yes, im blogging...
like obviously luhh.. bwaha..
nd its 0415pm only... yay.

dear !
i'm updating / i've updated alr... xD

yea, lesson as usual, tgt with all chinese left class early..
wahas, tht mr chng, stupid la he... lols.
went off at 1 for lunch at kenny nd came back..
laze ard, thn went t wifey's class.
sat beside her nd chit chat.. lols...
until her teacher came thn i left...

nd t my n lvl chinese... :D
waited until i doze off.. lol.
okay luh, topic wasnt tht difficult actually.
budden i dun like ah, tht teacher/examiner no expression de..
nvr smile nvr laugh, make mi so tensed up.. kuku-ish...

ovr nd down t workshop for dnt coursework.. :D
im sucha a good boy right... lols. jkjk`
wifey's at her f&n salad thingy luhh.
like 5+ thn she finish thn meeting or smthg... eeks.
so long still...

zahid is cutting my thingy for me downstairs.. yay.
i can eat snake here, air con room, relax, ppl doing my wrk for mi.. lols.
yes ah, im going back t workshop alr..
lols...

SHERYL!IMISSYOU.

2007-07-18T19:35:00.000-07:00

Listening nthg

arg, damn irritated la..
got allowance, ought t be happy bud wht, i got 50 lesser thn suppose..
wdh la...

so wanting to buy THT thing,
yet i always cant choke th money.. kill myself la.

nd yes, lesson as usual...
aftr lesson waited for wifey outside her class thn hang ard, she's off t her course nd im off t my dnt stuff...
ended thn wait for her, looped 199 nd back home..

till now my nehneh girlfriend's nt replying my text !
squits.
dear, pao qu na li alr siol...

2007-07-17T20:56:00.000-07:00

Listening on my way

nd yes !
rev-up...
no wait, ya wait, befor tht...
morng woke up at o624 can !
sooo late la.. thn rushed t meet wifey.
sry dear t make you wait.. =x

rev-up,
vertical(typo?) run can..
as usual luh, first t return.. xD
ramesh extra can ! keep stopping mi.. eeyer.
yea, sweated like nonid money.. :D

listened t maths lesson nd realised how much im lagging behind..
high time t pull up my socks nd get cracking !
i need a tuitor, lols...
nah, i shall tuitor myself.. xD

went for ss lesson 20mins late..
like, wow?
bwahaha, ma'am didin say anything eithr.. =\
falalala~
spent e first half writting letter for dear nd second half slping... x))

phy, tht nipnip ka chng came in..
keep asking mi wake up thn asked othrs whts my name..
i get up a said 'leslie lim jia qing!'
thn drop back.. xD =x
okay luh, phy lesson is super sians can, almost all e stuff he's teaching are things tht i know alr...
rahh.

recess-d with my girl.. heh..
nehneh can girl, nvr wait for mi ownself go cafeteria first.. squits*
ate thn sit sit talk talk, went up t 3rd floor nd back for my chem lesson...
big papa bear.. lols.
i dun understand chem ! ohmytian...
so gonna die infront of e paper... lols.

nd chinese !
i actually did my compo, can you believe it..
bwahaha...
nd i wrote a piece of fill-in-the-blank compo... lols.
thn sir fill in e blanks for mi.. lol.
han yu ping ying given thou.. x)

hang ard e school nd off t jp with girlfriend..
bought mac, bubble tea nd waffle.. :D
came back thn i shower luhh..
ate nd comp thn aftrnoon nap..
okay, tht was like 4+... still aftrnoon? lols..

send wifey t tuition thn i came home..
falalala...
comp-d nd went back t tuition centre t meet dear.. xD
walked her home nd i came back...

tada, here i am, dear asking mi t blog... squits..
bleahs...
now im done,
yes dear ! im done... xpp

nd nvrthless, i love you girl..
nowords nophrase nosentence t describe.. ^.^

2007-07-16T22:32:00.000-07:00

Listening breaking the habit

wifey's nt feeling well still !
rahh.
nvr takecare de.. :{
dear, do get well soon worhs...

sch was alright,
kinda delighted t know tht we'd be dismissed at o1oo cause of th o lvl listening shyt.
thn wht, pauline fong told us we've some crashcourse shyt starting from 1230, nvr finish can go..
super sian-d...
lesson as usual.. slpt nd day dream, goldfish-d luhh..
eyes open, mind nd soul duno fly whr alr.. :D

recess fun la !
one lil boy, sec1 or sec2 i duno got squashed by sec4s whn buying malay food.. LOL.
know th rule boy, lower sec dont stand in th middle, sure die one.. lols.
got my food thn, eat la.. lols.

nd yes, aftr e crashcourse, wifey was outside le.. hee.
went back with her thn i came back..
met aftr bathing nd changing..
library !
we'r good boy nd good girl can.. bwahaha.

did quite abit of my folio..
hope i'll get everything done SOON !
*worries*
nd dear wasnt feeling quite well,
came ovr, nd she didint want t ting hua ! {!!}
yes dear, you didin ting hua at e begining..
squitssss !!

till 7, send wifey back nd went lepak with darren plus adrain.
bballed nd walk walk all this luhh.
went t meet xiaozhu with winson nd e othr two..
got back nd tada...

dear dear,
do recovr soon worh !
dun wanna see you everyday like dull dull cause nt feeling well.. xp
iLOVEyou girl !

2007-07-15T21:29:00.000-07:00

Listening all good things

ah, mytian, wifey's nt feeling !
):
takegood care worh dear..
esp whn im nt ard...

nd so, dear came ovr in e aftrnoon nd off t library.. :D
did alil, rlly is alil or my dnt thn t jp...
walked ard, bout some food.
came back nd cooked 5packets of noodle.. lols.
2 person 5 packet.. bwahaha.
glutton luhh. woops.. =x

thn dear felt feverish le.. T-T
took a tablet thn rested...
she said i was vry warm luh !
im nt warm, is she cold.. xD
okay, dear's having fever...

send wifey back nd t colour court,
bball-d awhile thn came back..
tmr sch... eeyer, plus im having dnt la.. kuku-ish...
pack bag nd im gonna turn in ! ((:

nights ppl.

2007-07-15T01:06:00.000-07:00

Listening qi yue qi ri qing

ups nd downs.
once, i din treasure you
twice, you left me
thrice, you pushed me away

dear, you've got e wrong idea of 'i need to accompany sheryl until her brother come back, which is duno wht time~~' i guess,
it was suppose t mean, i cant go out yet cause i've t company my girl.
rlly, tht was wht i meant whn i texted fish..

im sry tht i lied t you,
i didin want our r/s t strain..
duibuqi girl, i rlly am..

i din want t talk bout tht particular issue cause,
i felt tht we'd quarrel ovr it again.. sry.
nd yes, i shall keep a distance from her from now...

my shoulder wld always be thr for you girl..
i promise.. iLOVEyou not as befor,
much much more thn ever...
th lost was painfull, i dont ever wanna loose you again.
stay with me, now nd forever..
nobody gonna replace you in my heart.. iLu sheryl koo.

2007-07-11T10:04:00.000-07:00

Listening bat country

yes !
kuku la !
tmr checkup !
12th can !
nehneh la !

see, its e 12th, wifey has t return home early.
i've t go for e dumb check up...
diff recess too.
wld be meeting only in e morng. ):
sry dear..

sch was boring tday,
ytd i wasnt in sch only nd my class was like havoc luh,
tables everywhr, missing here, appear thr..
super messy nd i want so pek early in th morng!
told teacherS tht i just had my medicine nd am feeling drozy thn get t slp.. xD
nd yes, dismissed earlier thn girlfriend, waited for her.
came a o.O thingy, she wanna go causeway.. lols.
187 down nd up.. =D

super funny at cold storage can!
wifey face red.. xD
walk-d ard, bought some finger ring thingy..
ok, which ring isnt for th finger. bwaha..

yea, darren's girl went missing again. =x
eh brothr, dun so sad la..
like wht mi nd winson told cha...
yea, cheer up man.. (:
she'd come home soon... i suppose?

nd yes,
i love you girl!
for e past 2mths nd more..
like befor nd always... woaini laopo.

2007-07-08T00:01:00.000-07:00

Listening predictable

o7o7o7,
its a starting for tht xiao long nu,
a happy starting.
yet its an ending for mi,
a super sad ending..

nd yes o8o7o7,
a day aftr.
seems t be a starting for aloy,
a happy starting too i suppose.

kuku, thy happy i sad.
($^*@$*
plus, ytd went t miss wong's wedding (grats(:),
listen t all those stuff thr,
came back, like tht...
how fucking sad can i be...

nd yes, i've learn this.
r/s is about wht you want to receive nd not wht i want t giv.
how true, super true...
i shall live with this theory in me from now on. (:

nd i seem t want -to-go-church for a sudden..
o.?
yes, i know its abit weird tht i hav this feeling, this thinking, this urge..
bud its like in mi... mytian la..

i feel like getting on th dance floor!
dance till i drop..
for wht? ask mi, good question.
answer you, i duno..
just feel like dancing !
kuku...

i feel like diving into under my blanket nd slp !
like tday at dom hse, i felt so incomplete whn i get under th blanket..
whr's she, whr's my girl...
th one whom i hug nd feel carefree t slp...

nd lastly,
grats t dren,
grats t loy..

finally,
girl, i miss you real much!
i wants you in my arm like how you use t be..
iLu girl..
as much as nd even more thn ever !

ps, time for this post is not correct.
ignore th time.

2007-07-07T23:30:00.000-07:00

Listening di yi ci ai de ren

灰色的天你的脸
爱过也哭过笑过痛过之后只剩再见
我的眼泪湿了脸
失去第一次爱的人竟然是这种感觉
总以为爱是全部的心跳
失去爱我们就要~
就要一点点慢慢的死掉
当我失去你那一秒心突然就变老
the day you went away
喧闹的街没发现我的泪被遗忘在街角
the day you went away
我看着你走过街
还穿着去年夏天我送你的那双球鞋
银色手炼还耀眼
你的世界似乎一点也没有因此改变
总以为爱是全部的心跳
失去爱我们就要~
就要一点点慢慢的死掉
当我失去你那一秒心突然就变老
the day you went away
喧闹的街没发现我的泪被遗忘在街角
the day you went away
总以为爱是全部的心跳
失去爱我们就要~
就要一点点慢慢的死掉
当我失去你那一秒心突然就变老
the day you went away
喧闹的街没发现我的泪被遗忘在街角
the day you went away
有一天也许我能把自己治好
再一次想起来应该要怎么笑
第一次爱的人它的坏他的好
却像胸口刺青是永远的记号
跟着我的呼吸直到停止心跳

iunno wht t say t turn th situation back like as befor..
bud, i still love you girl...
like wht we use t be nd in future too.

dui bu qi, wo ai ni.

2007-07-05T20:42:00.000-07:00

Listening my oh my

n lvl started ytd!
wee, el oral only thou...
bwahaha.
feel like taking it again can,
cause talking t th examiner is fun.. Lol.

went for training aftr tht while wifey's at her ava course..
training was like super boring luh, dun hav my king t use, use those kuku stick...
nd yea, went t loop 199 with dear aftr she ended nd i ended..
bubbled tea nd walk her home.. (:

as for tday.
i fucking drop th blue oct on e way back from hall t class.
wdf?!
sucha short distance nd it drop,
i ran outta class all e way back t hall upon realising nd its nowhr in sight!
nomood alr luhh nd slpt throughtout tday's lesson.. kuku.

aftrsch, lala ard sch..
walk walk with jianyang t kill time thn met dear nd went outside alr..
*detail missing*

181-d t winson's hse.
play pool nd anjing gao..
so many la, th maid purposely let th dogs out thn all sit on th chair like dun dare go down.. LoL can.
lunch cum dinner at boonlay...
lala ard e playground thn 99 back with girlfriend..

nd yea. like tht lor... (:
my nehneh girlfriend's not replying my sms!
Dx

2007-07-03T20:57:00.000-07:00

Listening nthg

firstly, weeyanzheng.
okay, ytd i wasnt at e comp whn you tagged..
so yar.
doubt thr's a nid t reply your tags alr... ya. (:
nd yea, its super zi ran tht i'd be thr tday.
ya.. maybe thts it..

nd, eilly jie.
all okay le.. (:
and orh, i wont fight de luhh..
laopo dont allow. xD

sooo,
tday was a damn warm day, for god knows why!
addition was th rev-up luhh.
laura insane can, make us run so so much extra.. kuku-ish.
sweated like nonid money, literally luhh.

nd damn it shyt seat la.
beside window, warm like heaven...
slpt nd woke up in sweat. super wdh...

alright, lesson ended thn went for some blabla thing luhh.
done-d. dear along with dom darre nd loy came ovr...
mac-crazy again.. xD
sent wifey t tuition thn came back.
nd yes, i miss her thus went back t tuition center t wait for her dismiss budden she responded 'like WOW!'...
super nehneh luh, nehneh girlfriend... xpp

n lvl starts tmr !
oral only thou..
wish mi lucks... x)

oh ya,
those passerby, passingby, passcheeby..
i dun care pass wht by, pass wht by, sian 1/4, sian 1/3, sian 1/2, sian full all also..
you see, th fact is i dont bothr t talk so virtually bout such stuff whn we actually know who we'r dealing with nd moreovr, same sch... why bothr t make use of th technology SO much.
so, i guess you pass*smthg*by nd sianz*smthg* knew bout wht happened tday aftr sch, yea?
dont mind, leave your name befor taggin in future..
if it happen tht you dont know wht happened, da ting da ting or just be ignorant.. (spelling mistake?)
ignorant(typo?) is bliss... ((:

2007-07-02T21:20:00.000-07:00

Listening written in the stars

pool,
kpool,
arcade.

im lazy t blog. (:

i wanna baobao my sotong wifey !
iLu girl.
MANY MANY, infinity-ly... :D

2007-07-01T21:47:00.000-07:00

Listening from the inside

sometimes i dont understand human.
maybe cause im alien-ic? =\

years of friendship turn sour ovr smthg.
wht's th smthg is my question.
did we crossed path?
did we quarrel?
did we hav any dispute?
seems none.. isnt it.
bud why does it resort to name calling nd such..
this might be th 2nd friendship i ever gonna lose ovr something stupid,
which wld be th stupidest cause thr isnt a topic ovr it!
in th sense tht, thr isnt a root at all...

if thr's a root nd im not aware of it,
talk is btr thn tagging isnt it...
nd those tags spammed my girl's blog..
tht is a vry sightly scene, yea.

in addition,
i giv credits t tags with name, identified ones..
bud definitely not those unnamed creature.
why bothr t tag without a name..
as in, like tags are appreciated. thou th board got flooded.
it'd be nicer if you were t tag with your name so we know who you'r, isnt it..
just at least it doesnt make your words empty.

nd so, i've no intention of shooting anyone in particular in this post.
bud th fact it is..
ppl who happen t be in th shoe of wht im trying t say. yea. (:

quit spamming or rathr i use anthr word here,
quit flooding my girl's blog...
thr isnt a point.
since you guys, hello, im saying you GUYS, said talk in sch on tuesday.
thn shall be it, tuesday all sit down/stand up talk..
why bothr tagging any further...

so, yea, thts wht i wanna say.

shoot mi all you want,
just leave my girl alone..

2007-06-30T22:13:00.000-07:00

Listening pushing me away

nd yes!
met girlfriend at o3o6pm at je.. :D
down-d t ikea for a bite thn ovr t queensway shoppng ctr..
dear bought fbt for cat nd i purchased my shoe.. =D

both blues at queensway nd lot1 doesnt hav e iron i wanted.. kuku can!
walked ard lot1 nd lepak lepak nd back t 680 for dinner.

companied dear back by 242 nd back t jp..
pool-d with carissa thn darren came nd aftr tht jiu came back le.. =D

nd nehneh girlfriend is not replying mi on msn ! squits !!

/girlfriend, i seriously hope you can promise mi on tht... rlly. (:

2007-06-28T20:45:00.000-07:00

Listening ghost of you

smthg i wrote durong maths lesson tday:
staring at the walls, im locked up
listening to the eacher speak, i felt fucked up
diameter, area, angle, length of arc
blindly i nodded and said yup
the bell rang and my spirit woke up
peers greeting with a big 'YO whats's up!'
get me outta here, ouytta this school
where i wont see these foold
somewhere for me to feel a full
stucked in here so screwed
im feeling totally uncool
school is such a boo
with all the assignment to do
i want my life! god damn *zeus . . .
*zeus - a god th greeks worship

thr' isnt much i want t blog about..
quarreled with parents ovr phone bill issue nd was like totally outta mood.
fuck it! cut my line thn, go ahead GO AHEAD !
feeling rathr pekchek luhh..
for a moment i felt like just leaving this damn home !

nd, sorry dear.. dui bu qi.
iLu girl...

likely t be not blogging tmr,
having night hockey nd wld return late...
so, yea.

2007-06-27T20:54:00.000-07:00

Listening lips of an angel

nd so,
kuku...
having diff recess as dear on mon wed thurs...
squits.

tday was fun la, attire check thn i nvr kena.. buahaha.
winson quarreled with lim hang ling, funny can! loll.
nd yea, silent reading for some 70mins?
totally crap la.. nehneh.

lesson as normal,
th normal mi i mean, slpt... yay.
dismissed earlier thn othrs so hang ard sch wait for e othrs t dismiss..
dear hav her course so din wait fer her t finish.

went ovr t cck for lunch nd walk ard...
thn to dom hse...

eh, know wht.
im rathr lazy nd find it stupid t be listing out all these !
kuku..

nvrmind, get to my main point of th day,
i dont understand why some ~~guys~~ creature wld spend so so much time look at emself or rathr th hair on their head infront of th mirror for sucha long time.
esp its in sch !
outside still alright, in th public must present nicely, bud in sch?
no way la, so nice for wht, thou must present nicely bud still, does th sch care so much bout nicely styled hair?
nd th face, ok la, hai hao lorr..
bud th hair like screwed... -. -
retard lehh.
look at th face more thn looking at th hair !
sick of saying this, im done. (:

some racist joke;
chinese walk
malay run
*bangra?
(*bangra is th correct spelling for bangala / bangla)
bangra is faster, thy dash...
**process process**
chinese walk
malay run
bangradesh. xD

nd yes,
miss fong knew bout mi nd dearie's thing... bwaha.
sure more nd more teachers know la... lawl.
bud im proud to say my girlfriend is sheryl koo huihui. xD
iLu girl! {3

2007-06-25T20:43:00.000-07:00

Listening my oh my

back to school.
first to bata then to school...
bwahaha. tht's so last-time.. (:

miracle of miracle, attire check tday, my mohawk wasnt pointed out or anything!
happy dao~~~~~
nd nd, seam TEOW shall be called sean LIM from now on... ahahas.
LIM ming zhou.. xD
okay, bud was caught for my tappered pants.
aftr a good 5months in sch thn kena..
lols... gonna wear th baggy baggy one for a couple of days let oliver see happy alr thn back t square.. :D

listen t talk by laura nd ramesh in e hall thn went down t join those who were alr sun tanning like 10 15mins befor we joined...
aww, my poor huihui... ):

lesson so nd so, ended.
lepak lepak, look for humans thn left for cck with dear, loy, jialat nd darren..
tht kuku darren went shave botak, i laugh can! hahaha.
nd ovr to dom hse.. (:

went cycling..
to limbang nd back...
i wanna go cycle again... x)
back to dom hse nd i super felt like sleeping..
esp whn lights off... oh my, i cld hav just drop dead into my sleep.. lols.
bud i didin.. hahas.
slpt only whn on e bus heading back jurong with dear... (:

im super sleepy now!!
yawning like nonid money... T-T

i need no one night stand,
i just want you for my one life spend.

2007-06-24T20:49:00.000-07:00

Listening look at us now baby

game with strongchem.
thy'r a good team, no doubts..
so its pretty expected tht we lost. (:

wht i hated was my damn fucking teammates...
th pussy ball is just one step from you nd you let it roll thn scold mi,
fuck youself pass th ball backwards nd opponent scored.
thn, anthr one, ask mi go up ask mi go down..
think i run nonid money eh?
so smart ownself come run thn..

got a warning from umpire for stickcheck nd duno wht shyt.
thn no mood alr, anthr bastard wack th ball diret into mi nd kena my thigh,
now pain la ! kuku.

enough of it,
im playing div2 nxt yr, hopefully charles wld be able t put mi in dmaster div3 or smthg.
:D
i'd be really greatful sir! hahas.

nd yes, from last week, ytd nd tday's game.
i've realised tht th mood rlly do make a different,
ytd's game was much more relaxed thn last week's nd tday's game is like a training! =D

tada, im done.
i miss my girl !

2007-06-24T00:55:00.000-07:00

Listening just so you know

game against acsi.
wow, 4 0.. yay.
thr was this guy who went like this whn a ball went in th goal
'OIE !!'
umpire 'outside D'
'OIE! why you never deflect'
mi nd jordan broke into laughter like its FOC ! buahahaha.
paiseh malu ownself only siol. xD

get changed nd got a lift down t IA.
sat ard nd start with the setup for e event..
wow, tiring can, moving table nd chairs...

more nd more people came.
greatness!
danced nd all.
freeflow starts nd started drinking...
jialat canot drink la, one cup only thn face red like baboon ass liao.
buahaha..
those lil dumb freaks fought ovr a stupid chair nd so i gave them mine nd left..
went upstairs to sit, so kuku, 15 alr still fight ovr a chair..

yea, event started, ate thn lepak lepak..
got asked up t stage to dance, to the beat of usher yeah!
was a nice one la people.. nd thts th finale for us..
didin want t miss e last train so left at 11. (:

reach home at like 12?
not sure, didin check..
bathed nd tada, im here on msn with dear nd blogging.. (:

thr's game tmr again.. so kuku.
lazy t go alr luhh.!

its was always there
but never spoken.

2007-06-23T01:42:00.000-07:00

now thn i realise i've so many unreplied tags,
so (:

MISSYpanda cause cause like tht nor. (:
~::Yin::~I AM AH YIN(:: hihi, tc too.. cya in 2days time. (:
LIMEI! oh hi, alright, link ya ltr. [=
Dominic yes yes, i'd go often t beat.. buy glove lei.. hahaha.
Jermin hahas, yea, th suspension girl.. xD okay sure.
Cat cause i needed advice, not comments.
TCP productions oh, no interested. (:
MISSYpanda i wasnt at home, you see.
KELROYwee aiseh! hope so.. hahahas. ltr you go boxim again. xD
MISSYpanda dont apologise alr dear. i miss you too..

2007-06-23T01:09:00.000-07:00

Listening my sacrifice

i just feel like posting lyrics nd lyrics still lyrics.
actually not t mean just lyrics, bud wht i feel inside..
bud you see, im too lazy t look for the lyrics.
so, tada, im not getting em here tday.. :D

nd yes, finally anthr day tht i slpt till 2pm.. yay.
smthg rlly kuku happened ytd evening.
my phone got half terminated..
wanted t text also canot...

got up at 2, aftr like 6 or 7 calls from those kukus.
nd darren came up.
i got changed nd left for dom's hse...

lunched nd slpt,
like kuku, i slping tht bloody darren singing, makin noise, out to spite mi.
nd so i got up nd we fought...
hahaha.
DARREN, LOOK HERE:
YOUR KUKU MASTER-LOCK WHT LOCK, NO USE ONE.
I UNLOCK WITHIN A SPLIT SECOND. XD
nd we fought for quite awhile, tht bloody gay doesnt want to giv up so i let go.
too lazy alr uhh.. hahaha.

left at bout 7 i guess. or alil later?
yes alil later.. bout o73o.. (:

nd yar, im too lazy t continue alr...

everything's afresh,
promises are made to be kept,
heart are given to feel,
you'r here for mi to love.
i love you my girl.. ♥

2007-06-21T22:32:00.000-07:00

i wanna go swim,
go run,
beat punching bag,
to get all th unhappiness, vex-ness outta mi..
thru my body from my mind.

get out get out, goaway...
i dont want all those.

all i want is a simple r/s of you nd mi.
hack caring wht othrs say, wht othrs think,
rumour thy spread, craps thy shoot..
does those rlly concern our r/s ?
whn its between US, OUR r/s. nt theirs !

always i get so many things on my mind nd i wanna shout em all out here
bud i end up with a blank mind whn i get t this 'create post' page..
ths super kuku. !

2007-06-20T23:42:00.000-07:00

Listening gam gam

hais, im sucha disappointment tday.
im sry, rlly sry...

im sry, i cant be a better boyf.
i once gave all, yet i receive some shyt in return,
probably tht made my sub-concious mind dont-dare-t-giv-as-much..

i dunno,
im rathr confused,
im pretty lost for word,
i open my mouth bud th words wont come out.

DOM, lemme your punching bag, i want beat !
i want venttt ! D'x

2007-06-18T23:59:00.000-07:00

Listening party mix dj otzi

nthg much bout tday,
went queensway ikea anchorpoint.
its all at e junction only so went all. (:

darren first time t ikea nd he was so damn happy, laughin smiling like nonid money.
aloy first time eat the hotdog thingy, also so happy.
spastic creature.

my point is,
it seems or rathr, i feel,
thrs someone or maybe even more ppl who'r trying t break us up...
am i being too sensitive?
bud this is bothring mi whn it comes t quiet nd alone time.
like, whn im on bed going t slp.. tears drop for duno-wht-reason also everyday.
haiss.
are those just crazy tots of mine?
i do hope so..
nvr wld i wanna lose you girl, iLu..! x(

nd since daddy doesnt want t buy mi wht i want,
i shall be thrify nd foot e bill on my own !
3hund isnt a big sum... rahhh!

i miss th touch of your lips.
i miss th taste of your lips.
i miss th presense of you, koohuihui..

2007-06-17T20:53:00.000-07:00

Listening now that you're near

=D
fantastic four -d with ptg nd friends..
nice show id say.
bud find e climax nt rlly interesting.. =\
silver surfer without board nicer luhh.
like fall into grey paint.. hahaha.
grey cause without his board he sorta lost all e power nd is not silver anymore, become dull.. lol.
nd ya, international show.
us, iraq, jap, china.. power luh e show... ahahas.

nd so, k-pool ?
nah, one fella was 15 anthr was 16 bud bdae ot yet ovr... kuku.
thy went dota i guess nd i came back..
tidy up my room nd guess wht, i found some great stuff.!
HOLIDAY assignment !
wahahas.
gotta add in a day t visit e library for hmk.. ahah.

plans for nxt week,
intend t...
movie, swim, cycle, shopping, library, ton, sentosa, steamboat.
lets see, go shopping on one day, steamboat for dinner thn ton on tht day with ovrnight cycle, e following day straight go sentosa. wonderfull, 5 events cleared in a single day. xDD
anthr day, go library thn movie at evening... IDEAAAA. 2 events a day..
HOPE SO luhh.
so long got ppl all steady thn things wld be, yayness... ahahahs.
those who'r in for it, text mi ! pm mi ! xD

nd not forgetting, i wanna spend more time with my sheryl koo!
tmr's she's going out with mao luhh nd likely t be nt meeting. T-T
monday leii... squits.

im missing you like nonid money ! ♥

[edit]
xie xie maverlyn nuer for e happy fathr's day msg. :D
hai zi de wo ohh.. hahahas. (:
[/edit]

2007-06-17T01:41:00.000-07:00

new blogsong.. ((:

DJ bounce
Close To You

wanna be everythin your man's not
And I'm gonna give you
everytime little thing I got
Cause you are more than a man needs
That's why I say you're truly my destiny
I'm gonna get cha
If it takes until forever
No you don't feel me
if forever turns into never
I'll let you know my love
is just as strong
And for you never just ain't that long (ohh TK)

[Hook 1:]
I wanna be the smile
you put on your face
I wanna be your hands
when you say your grace
I wanna be whatever
is your favorite place, oh
I just wanna be close
I wanna be the hat you put on your head
I wanna be the sheets
you put on your bed
I wanna be the skirt
wrapped around your legs
Oh, I just wanna be close

[Verse 2:]
And even if the day turns into night
I will love you by candlelight
And even if he water starts to run over
I'll be there to put you on my shoulder
And if it's hard for you to get to sleep
I will sing you a melody,
I wanna feel this way
Till the end of time, cause I pray one day
That you will be mine

[Hook 1:]
I wanna be the smile
you put on your face
I wanna be your hands
when you say your grace
I wanna be whatever
is your favorite place, oh
I just wanna be close
I wanna be the hat you put on your head

2007-06-16T23:18:00.000-07:00

Listening ai wo jiu jiu

waha!
hockey tday..
nike nikish !
happy can... wahaha.

alright, nd so went t ccab, was raining like some duno wht.
nd yh c div was playing in e pitch in their boxers nd shorts !
loll.
get changed into my jersey shorts nd went into pitch t play with em..
wet like some crazy monkeys. super fun can.
bud super wet also...
came out, all dripping... lols.
sat ard t dry.

nd tht bangra boh come ask us from wht sch, why we inside, we got booking anot.
first time nthg much, talk talk thn she siam liao.
2nd time i outside she ask mi why thy inside,
shouted of course ! xD
im from WESTWOOD SECONDARY SCHOOL. (:
nd yea, almost everybody was in boxers only luh, wet boxers. xD
so all went t e changing room t change.
thn came out jordan still quarreling with tht ahneh. loll...
left nd came home.

aftr bathing was so super tired tht i almost imediately went up t slp!
sry dear, left a msg thn went t slp le.. dui bu qi worhs.

nehneh kuku xiao long nu called mi thn went down t meet him.
hang ard 680 thn t westwood nd back home.. (:

tmr going out with ptg.. =D
lets go pooling, we'r not kids anymore.
Kpool-enterable.. xD

i miss my girlfriend !

2007-06-15T23:59:00.000-07:00

Listening breakaway

yooohooo~

went out with a bunch of humans. yay..

namely joy, daniel, andrew, benjamin, mark nd one more fella.
i woke up late luhh !

wdh can, fancy mi waking up at 1254 whn we'r meetin at o1oo... loll.

so met em at bout o12o nd off we go t peni...

thy went t buy shirt thn ovr t funan for lunch..

went t look for ghost IN THE DAY at fort canning park.. lol.

super funny can.. xDD

nd ovr t plaza sing..

dear came ovr at 4+.. :D

lepak lepak at e old mac outside, took pics too...

nd off t marina for steamboat...

a rathr long walk t our destination.. wow...

warm up can.. xD

settled down nd start eating!

wootsa wootsa...

nice, yet scary..

oil soup, flying splashing. wahaha..

nd whnever i raise my hand all wld sit back..

scared i make e oil nd all splash... wdh can. squits !!

had some clearing up time.. lol.

nd fly ~

zao zao zao...

t e arcade.. played alil while thn t esplanade as i wnated.. =D

went t e rooft...

took pics nd pics.. yay.

dear hav t leave early so all went back... =D

nd yep, dear, we shall go out at night again whn can.. x)

caption befor pics, cause iunno why, i cant seem t type anything aftr e pics. =\

#o1 horny bastards xD

#o2 friends always :D

#o3 always friends :D

#o4 kena bully siol

#o5 steamboating

#o6 my girl nd i

#o7 iLOVEher

#o8 th hubby nd th wifey xD

#o9 stun dao, snapped dao x)

2007-06-14T22:05:00.000-07:00

GOD, JESUS, TIAN.,
anything, everything, tht i canot see.
ghost also can.(:

pleaseeeeeeeee, make tmr rain.
from 1pm to 5pm.
make it rain like super wuper duper zuper chao ji wu di dong gan bloody heavy...
at vivo area, actually no la, i be more zi jie, sentosa. xDD

rain until 5pm enough alr, i'd be super man zu...
4hrs of thunder storm, of btr, giv those smal whirl pool at sentosa e beach thr... lmao!

okay tada, done.. =D
idea from th evil couple. xD

2007-06-14T20:56:00.000-07:00

Listening true colour

nd yea, ytd was rathr a longgg day.
th day befor ytd, ton-d with fish..
went boon lay at 1+ 2am t hav power nasi lemak.. lols.
sedap !
got back bout 4+..

woke up at 10 t go sentosa..
super wuper tired luhh.
reached thr thn lepak lepak, t e sea, beach... fun can. yay..
started t drizzle thn all went t e island..
soccer-d nd rugby-d... lol. super funny luhh.. ahahahs.
dear's at fish's house thn bout 4 or ard thr, ownself leave le...
wasted, thy'r having night-fun luhh..
wan got go !

anyhow, reached fish hse, lazed ard till o63o...
loopd 99 with dear t send her back nd im back.
drop dead, while loy use e comp..
got up at 1o3o? ard thr i guess.
went ovr t cck.. sunshine, fairprice thn ovr t dom hse..
funny bodoh 'any ghost out thr?'
'yes..'
*RUN*
th question is, want t run whr... diao right, e road so straight so long whr can you run... lmao.!

reached dom hse, once again, we had macmarathon... xD
was machungry nd we had macdonald, ended up macbloated nd felt like macpuking..
was so macdamn macfull !
nd we developed macphobia... xDD

i ko-d pretty soon, duno wht thy did..
tralala~

woke up nd went t meet dear at cck.. =D
back t dom hse for some mackfc... lols.
thn tralala, buahaha, wakaka, until o63o, came back jurong..
thn like tht lor... (:

tmr going black parade.. yay.
like finally !
nd steamboat for dinner... :D

2007-06-12T23:45:00.000-07:00

Listening just so you know

i feel like going somewhr high up, rlly high up.
open air, no shelter no railing no nthg..
on e edge of drop-nd-die, t scream out loud...
scream out all th bottled up in mi.
wo yao dui tian kong han ! x(

thing tht i nid you know, you alr knew..
bud ive failed t make you understand em completely.
duibuqi.

first mth anni,
th day was fine but th night wasnt..

im too lost for words !
i open my mouth, i try t speak bud im choking on th words..

t be continued~

~whn i can find words t be putted tgt...

2007-06-10T21:34:00.000-07:00

Listening ai wo bie zou

ytd sentosa was a blast, yes, blast by bomb..
suppose t meet at ten thn change t 1230, kena bombd..
nd yes, met everybody alr.. set off.
took us 3 hours e reach e reach from boonlay mrt... super lawl.
settle down, ate nd talk talk thn went t e water...
super dirty luh now... algae like nonid money one... omg can.
thn kena buried sooo deep underground with one e head above..
th thing is, we dig a hole thn e fella go in, body somehow bent, head above...
thn sand in... aftr all sand is covred its still flat as e othr sand ard, vry much like underground... lol.

went t shower nd all at some o64o..
take turn t shower nd clean up...
went off t vivo for dinner.
nd yes, e new musical fountain is defintely nice....
gonna stay late someday t watch it.. =D

ljs-d nd lepak at e balcony?
or anything you call it. th outside of vivo... (:
9+ went t walk ard nd off we go, home ! =D

nd tada, tday game at ccab.
vs sji...
i wanna laugh luhh.

met dear in e aftrnoon nd walked ard jp thn off t ccab.
aftr game ljs-d at lot1 thn down t vivo again...
t get my reserved nike sm dfl grip. its a bag luhh, ahahas.
bought a top from topman too.. =D

off t meet dear at je nd came back...
yea.

sometimes i feel tht i being too think-too-much.
its cause i dont want doubt nd misunderstanding between us.

2007-06-07T23:15:00.000-07:00

Listening truly madly deeply

**drop tht fear
cause i'd be here
right by you my dear
nd shall nvr disappear.

**i'll be your dream, i'll be your wish, i'll be your fantasy
i'll be your hope, i'll be your love, be everything that you need.
i'll love you more with every breath..

**i call you up whenever things go wrong
you're always there you are my shoulder to cry on
i can't believe it took me quite so long
to take the forbidden step
is this something that i might regret?

nothing ventured, nothing gained
a lonely heart that can't be tamed
i'm hoping that you feel the same
this is something that I can't forget

i thought that we would just be friends
things will never be the same again
its just the beginning its not the end
things will never be the same again
its not a secret anymore
now we've opened up the door
starting tonight and from now on,
we'll never, never be the same again

i wish my vocab is btr,
so tht i cld find worst t express how i feel.
th love nd care...
i wish i cld let you know how much i love you..
i wish, i just wish i could make you happy all day,
smile t bed nd smile whn you wakes up...
sry, i cant be a perfect boyfriend...
i love you girl.

bus-d back with tears.

2007-06-06T22:06:00.000-07:00

Listening i'll remember you

training this morng was wonderfull...
sec1 goalkeeper can bang thn wall nd jump off 18 storey.. ((:

physical at e last part of e training was nice i tot.
running, easy, cleared within 6secs... v^.^
round consisting of, high knee lift, left&right side steps, short sprints, 20 push up, 20 star jump, 20 sit ups..
i was e first t go nd screw my timming luh..
did th all proper push up nd sit up thn timming delayed..
juniors all did th half-half kinda push up nd crunches instead of sit up..
tyco shyt! rahh.

nd so, training ended.
went ovr t th new kopitiam t hav brunch..
dear came down t meet us.. =DD
relag awhile nd off t jp..
bought foods for hammy thn came back...

dear went off at 3 t meet her friend nd i drop dead aslppppp.
a straight 7 hours i suppose.. =D
bud im still slpy luhh...
ahahhas.

gonna turn in soon again i guess. (:

thr's no combination of words t show my love twards you.
bud i do belive in time t come you'd see it all.
forget wht othrs say, ignore wht othrs speak..
i carn promise you th sea,
i carn promist you th sky,
i promise my love wld be true till th sea goes dry.
iLu my girl...

2007-06-05T23:59:00.000-07:00

Listening dave mirra freestyle bmx social distortion - dont drag me down

nd yes, whr was i at e last post..
*think*
forgot. hah!

oh ya, ytd went velocity with dear..
walked ard, explored.. nd yes, i know how t get thr with my eyes closed alr. x))
lunched at ljs.. (:
drinks is a vry nice thing t play with whn you know how t.. xD
straw nd coke... lmao.
we shall do tht again dear. wahahha..

went ovr t fish hse aftr tht...
nd yea, dooze off on e bed... ahahas.
woke up nd thy were at halflife.... rahh.
kinda lazy t play alr luh, restart from e very very beginning..
WHN i've alr completed until e very very VERY last chapter... T-T
*stab linus 3 times*
xD

99-d with dear back nd im came back.. ((:

bloody aloy gav stunt again..
bud nvrmind, im also a stunner.. =D
i return stunt.. yay for mi.
nd so, went t anchor point for lunch nd tada we appear in ikea..

decided t buy a new bed nd table for my room. yay...
not t e yaying part yet thou..
gonna cost mi a roughly 500. T-T
any spons? :DDD

walked ard at queensway nd bought a new pair of shoe. (:
bloody wht, blood hell, i spent 50bucks tday with knowing... nehneh.
cab back t cck thn lalala ard until 10+ nd came back.

gonna turn in real soon, training tmr. =D
cya humans...

nd nd, i miss you dear! heh.

2007-06-04T23:09:00.000-07:00

Listening wo men de ai

yay, im too lazy t blog.
shall reply tags only.. =D

~::Yin::~ lols. taggin spree eh.. hahas. tc too. (:
!gina zha dan luhh! you dunoo? lols... tc too. (:
aloy got once got second. (: moreovr its, aiya this time de bombing is just ridiculous. so ya..
huilin lagger luh you.. ahahas.
DOM lols. lazy t edit those video lei... ahahhas. nd pls la, ppl 2 yrs older thn you plus got boyfriend alr... xD
,].fish lol ah ya la. dom can go bang wall die liao. x)
kao pei come my blog ask mi fuck off, byebye la. oh aiseh, sure? i appear you sure nvr appear de. if so, thn make it 10june2oo7, 3pm changi airport macdonald... xD
MISSYpanda ahahas, let him say lor. look into th mirror thn know who has th lj face alr. =D
nd dear, nonid talk back with him luh, he want he come jurong nor.. i open freely wait for him. (:
♥Zoe eh mao, dont so fierce. first word cb alr.. lol. relax relax, like i say nor, is thy keep taggin say want spar want wht bud nvr show up. thy want can just come t mi ah. =D thy got ji luh, nehji not lp ji... x)

2007-06-01T23:59:00.000-07:00

i've seem t screwed my friendster profile!
e pic is gone, e word is 'edit in progs'...
nehneh...
shall edit it all proply tmr. (:

am turning in...
nights ppl.
i miss you girl !

2007-05-31T23:47:00.000-07:00

Listening love you so

sleeping so soundly nd someone came pulling your hand,
guess who!
daddy !
wdh luhh.

got up nd went unc hse with em...
super bored pls, hug e big container of fries nd kept eating... lols.
now im rathr sick of potato, fries t be exact.
keep eating mac's shaker fries also... omg luh.
bud its nice ! xD

went t meet tht xiao long nu nd dom thn aloy joined us...
lepak at lot1 thn went dom hse watch show.
back t lot1 walk walk nd yar came back.. (:

dear's coming ovr tmr.. =D
i miss you tons luh...

tags reply
DOM you nehneh la.. e EGG one you dont go buy hor! pubor.. xD tc too.
MISSYpanda heh, i miss you too dear. aites, i shall not tell. x)
MAD!!aka-SS i not at home mah.. hahas. sry uhs... nd ya, sry eh, rlly is canot lend you. i nid it this holid. nd ah, dont come love mi, i got my girl alr.. xD
aloy dont so mian qiang de tag luh. nehneh.. lol. tc too. (:
!huishi hihi. hahas, now thn you realise oh. lols... ahahah, bugs is so loveable luh of course you'd love you too. lol.. bud i love my sheryl more. xD yea, god bless you i bless him. yay.. tc too. (:

2007-05-30T23:59:00.000-07:00

Listening my love my fate

nd yo !
went for service learning tday.
acres shyt...

dear came ovr in e morng thn we went sch.. =D
hang ard nd dear hav t go meet cat alr.. so ya, byebye for e time.. ahas.
sat ard with friends nd all thn went t acres....

wuper warm can.
plus th paint splashing all ovr e place...
my hair my face my hand my shirt my shorts my leg my shoe.
almost head t toe all kena paint luhh.
lunch was rathr nice i'd say.. =DD
th nasi lemak with fish cake nd fried chicken wing.. x))
*yum*
ghee..
nd yar, continued working aftr lunch.
went t farmart t fetch water... nd we fetch-d 'milk' instead.. lmao.

helpd quite abit with e packing up shyt...
nd yes, e bloody bus is finally finally here !
woosh, everybody was so damn happy luh... xD
drop-d at westwood backgate t meet dear dear.. :D
came ovr t my place...

super nida a washing for myself.. lols.
nd yea, things went wrong...
pepsi spilled, anything spilled...
sry dear for e attitude i show-d...
was rlly pek with e mess in my room... sry aton...

sent dear back nd im off t westwood t meet everybody thn off t cycling...
woosh, 10 person on 9 bikes....
fun la bodoh...
anjing anjing thn cycle like nvr cycle befor... xDD

reached home at 11.
nd tmr is vesak day or which ever way you spell it.. (:
gonna go t uncle's house for some family gathering stuff... nehneh luh.. lol.

tada, im diving into bed alr.!
nights ppl...

much misses dear ! <3

2007-05-27T23:33:00.000-07:00

tags reply first :
EILLY yo jiejie.. =D hahas, okays, ltr wld link de.. (:
hahas, thanks for e tag. can just ignore him bahs.. ghee. nd ya, recently only... ^^" i whr got bully her de. bu se de.. xD
MISSYpanda lols. those who know how t see de i dont mind those words being seen, if nt i wont blog it out also.. x) <33 too !
DOM dont care you luh, all nehnehbox. tday still go buy my si ren tou boxers... more nehneh... xD
ZANE" lawl. good for you, ahahs. =D
~::Yin::~ hihi, thankie for taggin.. hahas. tc too. (:
sian 1/2 eh, not i say anything or wht lei, is i just cant be bothered by you, if you rlly want beat thn i also canot do anything, othr thn wait for you t appear. only thn, ppl wld know who you are nd wht's exactly your point. (:

alright, tags replied. =D

nd so, tday was like super wuper duper dont-wanna-wake-up luhh.
on e song on phone thn battery comsume was like so fierce luh. nehneh..
nd ya, pulled myself up at 12 plus thn went t meet em at jurong east..
some sorta lil dispute took place, ya..
now alright le. (:

went t plaza sing thn walk walk nd all.
met linus thr thn he joined us.. =D
went t dom's house for dinner, mac AGAIN... lawl.
ps2-d until some 945.. 172 back...
nd here i am blogging.. =D

dear, sry worhs.
tday wasnt at home, tot you canot come out thn i went out first le... ^^"
iMu lots. <3

2007-05-26T12:34:00.000-07:00

Listening nthg

ZZZ!
typed halfway thn all disappear... nehnehbox.
nvrmind, was saying tht tot tday wld be a home alone day thn halfway on e lappy th daddy come back... spoiler luh. rahh.

ytd was suppose t go queensway with dear bud suddenly she was too lazy t come out.
nd my phone died on mi... i cldnt sent nor receive any msges whn im lying on bed..
darren called mi thn suddenly 4 msges come in tgt... super wdh luh...
dear said she was at my estate so i got up change nd all thn went t meet her...
left for dom's house...

smthg happened,
ya dont wish t elaborate much..
those who were thr wld know.
/wanna let you knw dear, tht i'd nvr leave you alone.
i did nt left, i was at e corridor standing at th railing only.
since its ovr le, i shall nt talk bout it alr.. (:

i does magic. :D

yea, send dear back nd im off t meet linus t go boonlay.
he went t buy some shirt nd i went t tape my pants...
went t his hse aftr tht nd stayeddddd.
until 12, t shell grab some bites.
until o13o, down t meet adrain nd othrs.
until o3oo, came home...
was like super tired pls.
got back first thing, shut down come, bathe, slp.... woooh.
it was heavenly t lie in tht comfy bed.. lmao.

nd yea, tday.
tht sotong went t watch th hai dao of th kafei bean; si jie bian yuan.
ahahahs.
nd i hav a rathr good slp until like 11+... ((:
checked some stuff on e net nd now having lunch plus bloggin nd am going out soon.
t meet those nehnehbox nd off t woodlands... lawl.
go thr buy milkshake.. xDD

till thn ppl.

iLOVEyou dear.

2007-05-22T20:56:00.000-07:00

Listening nthg

yes, school was boring!
rev-up was fun.. xD
so many ppl take short cut can nd i was like anticipating for a re-run!
yet dont hav.. crazy luh pls, thy nvr make us run again...

plus plus, th johnny ang want t activate alr issit.
right with th agnes teo ehh.. ahahahs
he super spoiler luh, want activate also not come disturb my movie time mahh.
make th munira stop out movie nd go through paper...
idiotic johnny johnny johnny johnny woohs johnny woohs johnny johnny johnny johnny. xD

anyhow, we got delayed for dismissal.
went t acres fund raising area lax lax alil while nd help pull ppl t come donate!
o23o went t dear's class t meet her nd off we go..

came ovr t my place nd i like doze off so super soon luhh.. xD
wuper slpy can... xp
cook-d noodle. (:
i pass my home ec.. lols..
sent dear t e busstop at 6odd nd came back...

now im super lethagic..
wo yao shui jiao !
dan ni bu zai zhe li... x(

2007-05-20T23:20:00.000-07:00

Listening high school never ends

yes, didin u/d ytd.

was super tired whn i got home. (:

ytd

woke up super early for training with school at hockey village..

whn training is bout t start, coach george texted mi, saying thr's a game on.

at ccab; 5pm...

super wdh-d.. dont wanna join trianing alr, ltr super tired..

budden since im thr alr.. went in t e pitch nd train nor..

at least not a trip wasted...

had some friendly game, senior vs junior... ahahhas.

super fun can... lols.

end-d...

aloy came ovr, take turn t bathe thn nap..

i was ontop nd he below.

dear, i nvr gay okay.. xp

woke up nd off t cck for late lunch thn im down at ccab for e game..

super stupid pls.

dont wannt talk bout e game luhh. totally nonsense....

anyhow, went t lot1 t meet aloy for dinner aftr..

lax lax ard nd bus-d back at bout 11.. ya. =D

tday

woke up by dear's msg at 6+..

wow, yes, thts early.. hah!

nd i somehow cant get back t slp bud still slpt like a log aftr awhile.. lols.

woke up nd off t town.. =D

saw jo on e train twards cck..

met dom, xiao long nu nd aloy thn lunched at plaza sing..

walked ard, tunned, arcade-d... bla bla... (:

went ovr t centre point, bought a couple of things thr.. :D

nd i've an eye for some stuff too. im going back in 2 or 3 weeks time... x)

went back t plaza sing t collect dom's g mask-d phone..

was outside mac whn we saw this two guys.

see anything bout em? no?
look at e guy on e left in pink/red..
between his pants nd shirt...
super omg pls.
in th public, he drop pants until so super wuper bloody low tht he's revealing this ass.
if its a boxers still alright, ya?
he doesnt wear any undies?? lmao pls.
nd xiao long nu was like : his pigu nvr feel liang liang meh.
LOL !
more over, he's a singapore teen. (judging from his face)
he seem t be like 17 18? ard thr..
not those foreign talent.. (construction workers etc)
sucha turn off, luckily its not in e morng... (:

whichever it is, we headed back t cck on a super crowded bus nd had dinner plus develop my photos...
thn i 172-d back...

gonna turn alr..
nd dear's coming ovr tmr morning befor going t school... tehee. ^.^
iLOVEyou girl.